Its been a long time coming, but I am finally going on vacation! YAAAAAYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! My mom couldn't come here for my son's birthday, so we are gonna go there so that she can have a party for him. And not to mention my best friend from High School is getting married, so I have to be there for that. Other than the fact that I have to take my one year old on an airplane and I hate flying too, I'm looking forward to it. Well, parts of it.... I aparently have to go and beat a few people till they are sane again. My step-dad has been acting a fool, my aunt can't seem to grow up, and my brother is an idiot that has turned into a giant baby! And they are all putting a lot of stress on my mom, and that is not cool by me. I've always been the one that picks up the pieces and puts everyone back in their place. At least since my grandpa died. And I tell you what, they are gonna regret that they have to deal with me this time. Cause I'm tired of dealing with this! I'm a grown ass adult that has plenty of problems of my own, now I gotta go deal with their ignorant selves. But I told my mom, not to worry, cause everything will be fine, when I get there. Cause I want to have a happy vacation, and I'm tired of these idiots ruining everything for everyone. Misery loves company, but this time they won't get it. Any whoo I just wanted to say that I'm going out of town in a week and I don't know if I'll be able to get back online while I'm there. And if anyone has any advice for what I'm about to deal with, I'll take all the advice I can get. I am the youngest in my family and no one is gonna want to listen to me, but by the power of my GRANDFATHER they will listen, and they will listen good. I'm tired of all of this pettiness, and I know my Pops is too! And it will be my voice speaking his words.

BLESSED BE, Y'ALL! LOL!

My husband and I have been going through some hard times, and they are about to get harder. I truely appologize in advance if any of you need me during the time that I am unable to get online. We may be loosing our internet very soon. But I'll do my best to get it back up as soon as possible.

If any of you have a paypal account or a credit card I need a favor. If you want me to I will cancel the order once you complete it. I have the settings that I have to approve it. But I'm trying to get my websites set up so that you can put notes for each item so that you can specify colors or however you want it personalized. I've tried to check this out myself, but I can't check myself out. Not to mention I would like to know what y'all think. Just so you know they are free sites incase you are wanting one for yourself. I did the set up myself and I am very inexperienced at that sort of thing, so if anyone has any tips I'll gladly take them.

www.gdessrose.ecrater.com

www.freewebs.com/gdesslacey

Please let me know what you think. If you want to be my guinea pig and you can email me about it first. I sure would appreciate it.

Thank you!

Yesterday started off like any other day except my son slept in a few extra minutes. But we got up and had a normal morning. I kissed my husband good-bye as he left for work. And as my munchkin's morning nap rolled around I decided to lay down too, cause I was feeling a little worn around the edges. So we layed down and I got about an hour and a half extra sleep. And for me thats a GOOD day. : ) But then shortly after my son woke me up and we came out into the living room my electricity was shut off. Because my husband is the only one working we barely have money to pay our rent let alone any other bills. But we have to have a/c for our one year old down here in south Texas. So I paid part of the bill with money we don't have, just because it had to be done. I was really upset about it though. But while the electricity was off I decided to do some cleaning, don't ask me why, cause I was sweating my butt off. But I got my son's room nice and clean and organized a little. I was happy about that. I also started reading this book that my husband has been begging me to start, while I took a break. Then finally after almost 3 hours the electricity was turned back on and I was able to put my son to bed for his second nap. Cause I noticed he felt a little warm. He has been really fussy lately cause he has 3 teeth coming in so I knew he was bound to get a fever sooner or later. He slept for about 30 minutes and got up even fussier than before. I waited for his dad to come home from work so I could go to the store cause I didn't want to take my baby out when he feels so bad. As soon as my husband got home I left and went to the store. Luckily we recieved a gift card in the mail from my husband's grandpa so I was able to get some food and medicine. But I was feeling really depressed I mean what kind of loser can't even buy their kid some medicine or keep the electric bill paid. Now don't get mad that I said that if any one else is in this position. That is simply how I was feeling. But I went got the stuff, came back, the baby was still crying. I gave him some pedialyte and put him back to bed. He was fine after that. But I wasn't until my husband just made me forget all the bad stuff that had happened earlier in the day. Then some where around 10:45 last night I went outside for a cigerette and I felt at peace with myself and the universe. I felt like all would work out.

Has anyone else ever had a day like that? Where its nice and fine in the morning, then you have a rotten afternoon, and a calm evening where everything feels like its going to balance out? Cause I'm not sure if I've had one like that before. I mean I've had bad mornings and then nice afternoons and even better nights. But I don't think I've ever had it feel completely balance by the end of the day. And I still feel calm about it. I don't know why..........

I'm having a problem. My husband doesn't want his printer anymore and mine is almost out of ink. And I know that his should be full, cause I just bought him all new ink. But he doesn't know where the disc is to properly install it to my laptop. So I went to the site to see what I could do myself. Well I downloaded almost every single thing I could, but nothing works. I can get it to print, but it does a crappy job. I need to be able to do more with it as well. And I've been at this for a week now. My husband won't give me any help so I'm hoping that someone here might be able to tell me what to do. The printer is an Epson Sylus CX3810 All-in-one. Please, I'm at my wits end and I need to print out my son's birthday invitations.